I love to listen to music when I write. It helps me disconnect from the world and go somewhere else where I can easily see the stories I'm writing about. Then there are time when I would get immersed into the song that I ended up leaving completely. And by leaving, I mean filling my mind with that world I create that felt so good that I didn't want to leave. This usually ended up in causing my heart to ache. It's none of those physical ache like being punched but more of the about to burst pain.
It's during these moments that I wish I can curl into a ball and disappear. Let the beat of the music brings me somewhere else. To Neverland, perhaps, though less troublesome but more flying. Sometimes the feeling is so overwhelming that I would want to cry. I never do but I wish I was. Maybe it would make me feel more refreshed.
Being a lover of music -- And by lover of music, I don't mean that I've listened to all sorts of music but I do admire every type of music even those hated ones. Though it also depends on my mood. -- I would envy these people for being able to make such wonderful immerse-able music. I make music too but not in the advance level of bass, drums, guitar, rifts, keyboards, filler, solo part etc. that makes people want to dance or close their eyes and drift off. It really brings me down sometimes that I can't make songs like these... yet...
Here's one of the video that made me go all emotional immersion phase recently. Knowing the mind and hand of this mixer/dj belongs to a French teenager born 1994, simply kicks me in the ass for not being as awesome as he is. Sometimes I wonder if these immersion helps me move forward or simply brings me down for showing what stuff I didn't do and coulda shoulda woulda done be doing.
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