Dream A Little Dream: Water

From what I remember, this dream was influenced by my weekend trip at Danasan since there was a time where I was swimming with my clothes on. Let me try to recount the dream steps:

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I was on a journey towards some place. It was dark so I guess it was night time. There were a lot of cars, particularly jeepneys, so I guess I was in the Philippines this time. Me and a couple of my friends were desperate to get to wherever we were supposed to be.

Cut to: My friend P was there and T.. I was swimming or at least I was floating around at the edge where they were sitting. Then I saw from afar there was a video playing on the sky and it's reflected on the water surface. I was so excited because it was the Sinulog short film that was submitted by T's group. I told P that there's a reflection and pointed at where it was.

All the while, I know that by the side of the pool/water area, is my crush and as I animate around with my friends, I was secretly hoping that he would find me interesting and like me back.

Then I invited P to join in the swimming but he refused. "Come on, P!" I forced him as I pulled his sandals off his feet. Instead, he took it and smacked my head with it, pushing me deeper into the water. We both laughed at the stupidity and started mocking each other.
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And then I woke up.
It's quite a short dream because I'm slowly losing the memory of it but I tried to write it down anyway because it left me feeling that oddness again.

Mind you, I have many "crush" that I enjoy stalking but none of them are any that I want to "pursue". I do have a boyfriend at the moment and I'm very happy being with him. I do tell him when I like a certain guy, but I explained that it's just a crush.

The reason why I like having "crushes" is so that I get to feel all teenage girl giddy again, where i'd go "oh my god, I'm in the same room as he is!". It's a nice feeling. I use it to write stories or songs. It makes me feel like a girl. When they say "you'll never forget your first love", I say "you'll never forget the giddy love rush". Come butterflies, stay in my tummy forever.